Planting Flowers for My Heart

点算？

2012-01-11T02:43:00.001+08:00

我好像很任性，很情绪化，对其他人又不会这样，但是对某些个人却是这样。是男是女我就不强调了。是我太在乎了吗？是我想太多了吗？有人总是说我想东西很偏激，往往只想到坏的一面。我也没办法，可能这是一种对我自己自我安慰的一个方法，至少我想到坏的一面，我也有心理准备自己撑过去吧！习惯不和人分享我不开心的事，把问题都逃避掉，想哭的时候也是忍着不哭，哭了就是让自己变得很脆弱。对于那些我时常在面子书上写过的，不必怀疑，只是纯粹写来过过瘾。有人说这样做为了想引起大家的注意，让大家关心你多一点。自此之后，我都不大随便乱写。想吐吐苦水，就上tweeter乱写一通，反正那里也没什么人会看到。最近都好像没什么事情发生，直到最近的一个活动，我不懂我到底有做对或做错，当面让你难堪，是我不对，但是，啊，算了，就做丑人吧。我也累了，希望有人能开导我，让我别这么计较。把情绪不好发泄在他身上，我，是不是很坏？我已向他道过歉，希望他别介意。好想大哭一场啊，胸口闷闷的，不舒服！唉。

p/s：抱歉，纯粹是篇发泄的文章。
Goodnights!

Hello 2012

2012-01-01T02:00:00.001+08:00

It's 01.01.2012 today! Wohoo, a new year ahead. Hope this year will not bring any bad luck to me as I'm sick on this day, ohmigod, is this gonna indicates that something gonna happen to me? Hurmm, I hope nothing!

Anyway, wishing everyone a happy new yearrrrrrr! :)

Bye 2011

2011-12-29T04:56:00.001+08:00

I always got the feel to blog when its in the midnight 1-3. But I feel so lazy to think of what's happening in the past few weeks. Hahaha. Basically, another year that comes to an end, again. Time flies :'( I'm one year older again. Nooooo, can I go back to the secondary school? Sigh, happy new year in advanced to all :)

As day goes by.

2011-12-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Been to the club after so long, so long. -_- Don't have the kind of mood already, still last time, the best :)

Celebrated Chelle's big 21st :) Without po! hohoho, faster come back lah omg.

Ate my favourite tomyam alone, pity me.

Attended my bro's birthday at Neway, OU with the cousin. Say hi! :)

Went dinner with my Xinhuan and her boyf. We had western food dinner in KL.

My first Moo Cow yogurt ice-cream.

Lunch with Chelle in Mr.TomYam. Had tomyum again! :) Can't resist! ahhh!

Tong Pak Fu dessert afterwards. No doubt, this is nice.

One of the days of presentation. Ahh, the lecturer yawn! omg, how could he :( So sad. Perhaps the way we presented is really boring. Owh, too bad.

2011-11-09T04:49:00.002+08:00

现在是凌晨4点半，突然，脑子里想起了那么一首歌。今天，在班上和同学们聊起了往事。时间，真的在无声无息地悄然离开。这首歌，并不代表我最难忘记的是你，虽然我躲不开回忆，但我已学会珍惜，已经鼓起勇气决定再来一次，只想告诉你，我的爱，已经没留在你那里了。:)

2011-11-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Cheryl. Stay pretty as always!

2011-11-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

It's octoberfest month. Overtime doing promotion on beers. Buy one free one. So, there we go. Met some new friends.

Puiyee

Peisi

Wen Wen Da jie.

Hello new friend.

The girls.

Girls with dage. hohohoho!

2011-11-07T22:41:00.002+08:00

Went to a small gathering with the ex brussel colleagues.

Cute colleagues. Winks.

2011-11-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

Xinhuan, peisi and meeeeeee.

Add in one JianYe. His first time, on a trip with us.

The boys are hungry and they had kenny rogers as.. finger food. They claimed that as finger food!

PuiYee dasao reached :)

Har har, asked you to take pic of us, you take pic of yourself. Now, it's up on fb and my blog. :) You're famous now. whoo.

Ish, I am not supposed to stand so front, but no one know how to hold the camera. So, sniff, yeah, my big face.

Boys are.. tsk tsk. Kacau sangat.

I personally like this picture alot, don't ask me why :)

Drinking session.

Before starting, snap a group photo first. :)

This is only like half of the beer and.. we still have a bottle of liquor, woots.

Someone eventually drunk on that night, which I do not want to mentioned it here. And, lots of funny things followed by that. heheheehehehe. That night was fun, it is real fun, but because of the timing, things all weren't arranged properly and end up some have to go back early and some came up late last night.

Nevertheless, it was really fun, no doubt. I love them, my UEL classmates.

With loves,

Ting

Jan flies to UK

2011-11-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

Sniff sniff, byebye Jan Jan. :( I will miss you. you, you you you you you you.

What a day, Janson is leaving to UK for his studies on my birthday! omg, the exact day of MY BIG DAY! How could you, you've hurt ma feeeeelings. LOL.

Skipped class to sent him off at the airport. Sniff sniff. Bye, take care in UK my Jan Jan. hohohohoho, sniff.

2011-11-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Vince :)

The cake bought by the pretty girlfriend of mine. Ohkay, his one. purf. :P

The bday boy blowing off the fire of candles. *pufffffff* Okay, it's not done.

However, Happy birthday. Alright, a belated one then. :) This post should be up like a month ago. Opps?

My day, with my beloved families and friends. Part 3

2011-10-11T01:46:00.000+08:00

Xinhuan and Jasonnn :)

All the Hunks in class! hahahahaha.

HAHAHA look at Alex!

Sweet couple and yours truly. wheee!

We girls :) Loves.

Omg, how can them gay behind me! Ahh, gross. hahahaha

Me and little Peisi.

Ah leng leng Eevon :)

All lengluissssssss!

Make a wish make a wish. More wishesssss!

Lastly me and my xinhuaaann. Ke ai neh~

All the baobeis and xinhuan :) Awesome classmates. Lovess.

Celebrated with classmates at Sri Petaling, in Padi House. Loves the food over there, cheap and delicious. Especially dine with a bunch of awesome classmates. They made my day. Thank you so much :)

My day, with my beloved families and friends. Part 2

2011-10-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

Missy Wong :)

The sweeeeeet princess Esther!

Loudao Yeerick :)

Wei Ling

Honwaiii :)

Alriccccc.

Mr Low, Jarrel.

Kee Kee Gong Gong.

Chichi popo :)

Baby Mynn :)

My Vivi.

Hot mama Yun Yun :)

Add caption

Celebrated Janson's bday as well, cus he is leaving to UK :( Gonna miss you lots.

Thank you all of you darlings, Happy Birthday to myself. In advanced :P

All the pretties.

Went for 2nd round in The Hills. :)

All the lovely friends who attended the dinner on that night, thank youuuuu ;) It's been a while since everyone gather. Im glad that you guys made it. Love ya all.

My day, with my beloved families and friends. Part 1

2011-10-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

The little girl of my neighbor :)

HELLO ALL :) My dayyyy! Lovess!

Okay, he doesn't look good here, the cousin that sayang me the most.

Beloved mommy!

Adrian Wee :)

KOKKUAN korkor :) hahahahha.

The wife of my youngest uncle :) short word, AUNT.

The cousin and me :)

Omg, is that you kor? Omg, why so become fatty bom bom jor wan? :P

The youngest uncle in the family! TQ for the watch :P

Me and the fatty uncle. Noisy one :P

Family Potrait! yum, after 5 years :)

Yours truly with the cake! :)

Thank you for those all who came, and especially my mom. Thanks for the night and everything. Love you. Muax.

Spicy SiChuan Dish

2011-09-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

Went dinner with the loveliness darling. It is a Sichuan Restaurant with their famous dish called 辣子鸡, Spicy chicken. It is fried using the chili oil. Everyone cried after one piece of the chicken. It is nice but not recommended to eat it too often as it is not healthy because of too spicy!

The well-known SiChuan's dish, 辣子鸡. Look at the ratio of chilies and chicken. @@

Had a awesome night spending with them that day. :)

Chi Popo rocks :)

2011-09-30T01:14:00.001+08:00

Everyone except for Mynn, she's being the camera girl.

Celebrated beloved popo's birthday at Mynn's dajie house :) We had prepared lots of yummy food for the hi tea party. Okay, supposed it should be a hi tea party but when the birthday girl reached, it's about night time. So, is it consider as hi tea or dinner? Heh.

Ke ai de Popo! hehehe. Happy Belated Birthday again. 21st jor! Dai gor lui laahhh! Muax!

Us with Isabella :) Naughty!

A quick update

2011-08-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

A quick update for my beloved readers :))

A night meeting up ex-colleagues. Miss them so much eh!

Not to forget on the same night, meeting up with primary school classmates! All grown up, girls all pretty, boys all handsome!

A dinner outing at Just Thai in One Utama with both my primary school bestie! We still keep in touch uh!

My beloved chelle :) She went back to Perth, aww. She'll be back. Wink!

A supper night with the darlings! Okay, my bad. I dragged them out in the middle of night.

My xin huan :D Makan in Jalan Genting Klang.

Meet my new darling :D PeiLing!

Take as many pic as I can with him, as he is leaving. My very old old friends. Aww.

My baby mynn :D

Lovey Dovey po! :D

So many of us, in the cinema.

A dinner night with Chia Wen, after she came back from Kedah.

Cute little vivi's 21st Birthday dinner.

Penang trip, us, GIRLS!

Sent Alan off in the airport.

And etc etc :D I know you guys miss me, will be back soon. How long? I don't know. Muax!

2011-07-11T01:52:00.000+08:00

Alan is leaving to Melbourne for further study! We meet him up 2 days before he flies to Melbourne. Aww, everyone will be missing you.

Honwai suggested to have a drinking session in Sunway Giza, KD. But we'll only decided which bar/pub when we're there. In the end, we choose The Beer Factory.

Alan and his friend Weng Li came after us.

Graveyard!

XING FU DE ALAN :D

Shock face. LOLOLOLOL. Too free for this.

Goodbye?

Plan A? No, Plan B.

2011-07-03T15:50:00.003+08:00

Weeks ago, Ru wanted to celebrate her birthday together with Jarrel's since both of them had a birthdate so near. So, she found a japanese restaurant from blogs, she decided to give a try on it. Without more info of the restaurant, we didn't know that the restaurant selling expensive food, yet the design there is cute, she said.

So, we decided to change place very last min. It changed on the night before the actual day. I've found a few but majority votes on the western food restaurant, Plan B. So, there we go. On the Friday night, we dine in Plan B. It is a western food restaurant which located in Bangsar Village. (:

We all reached few by few as some of them, included are late. So, we had occupied the 12 seats table from 6-shop closed. Ha, Jarrel told me the waiter scolded him because he came first, but he asked for 12 seats table yet no one is there. Lol, nevertheless, I have no idea why is it so jam for the day. I have to jam all the way to KD for picking up the Elmo and before that I need to pick Michelle and Ryan first.

I have spent 2 hours on that. I didn't have extra time to shower and stuffs but I decided to change, I am wearing too casual for the dinner. Ha, I reached there at 9 :P but hey, I am not the last one.

Pictures will do the talk, I am so lazy to continue.

Ugly smile :D HAHAHA.

It's been sometimes po.

Me and baby! :D

The birthday girl (: hearts!

lengluis, jealous :P It's okay, they are mine.

The getting prettier and prettier chelle (:

The Elmo.

My ah vivi.

My loudao. It's been so long since our last pic. (: More to come okay?

The sweetest couple. Phewwit!

Ended the night playing cards game in Jarrel's place.

Live with Dreamz (:

2011-06-30T00:46:00.001+08:00

What an awesome raining morning and yet I still have to forced myself wake up for work ): Supposed to go jog after work, but Ru dated me to somewhere. For your information, she likes cute stuffs and cute restaurant/shop, so I guess she's bringing me to somewhere cute. Stay tuned.

Here is it. The DREAMZ BAKERY which located in The Strand, Kota Damansara. I bet no one could able to find it without a proper direction as the shop is really like being hidden, no one can actually notice it. It is a bakery shop actually, you are able to make order, for taking it away or dining it in. (: Althou the place is small, but it is comfortable to dine in.

Not much people know about the shop, hence, you don't have to queue up for the delicious cakes.

The decoration inside is really warm and comfortable. It's so cozy! I would love spending my time sitting there for day dreaming. The wall arts is really really cute (omg, It's so fluffy I can die) Ok, not fluffy at all, but cute. :D

Ordered 2 types of millecrepes. Taste soso. Sorry, I aint a cake lover.

The lovely cake decoration. Nice uh!

Ru and ME!

The old school black board.

Look at the decoration on the right side. It is actually build up by little paper which wrote by those who had visited the shop. Their lovely comments and own caption.

By looking at her face, I can tell how satisfied she is.

We were there kinda late, so we only spend less than an hour over there.

Our love! After finished the millecrepes! We will be back, for the comfortable environment bakery shop!

2011-06-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

Trying to make some change on my outlook so, I've give it a try on contact lenses and I dye my hair into brown :D

The color of my hair isn't that obvious in the picture, but it does in real person, especially the top part. I didn't know the top part will absorb the color that quick, I've put some effort on massaging the top part, hoping that the color will get into my hair, but in the end, as I wish, my top part of the hair absorb the most color, indeed the bottom part, I redye. So this is the outcome, I would like to dye again to make it balance but not for now. I'm kinda broke.

As for the contact lense, can you really notice it if I don't mention it? I tried so hard to put it in! Thank you Y.Man for teaching me how to put it in, and yet, she gave me confident to to so. (: I'll be trying others color next time. But still, I know it's bad for eyes, so I'll just put it in when there's some special occasion.

She had big eyes. That's why she's closing hers to make mine look bigger :D

Had been hanging out with her recently, a lot. It's like seeing her almost every weekend.

Her typical pose. I learned it from her.

Althou I've been going out every single day, yet, I've got nothing to blog about. Perhaps, my life is getting bored day by day. OH noooo! I must make it alive again, eh wait, it's not dead yet, but soon.

Imma wishing to get a camera on my 21st birthday! Anyone kind enough to buy me one? ):

Feeling so much, better (:

2011-06-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

你原来有一张·陌生的脸我现在才看见，
面对你，我看不见未来，
爱让我变得虚弱，
快乐的起点，悲伤的终点，
要怎么爱，才不会有遗憾，
每当我笑了，心却狠狠的哭着，
请给我一个理由放弃，那么爱你的我。
越想抽离，我对你的爱就越清晰，
就算怎么伸尽手臂，我们亦有一些距离。

自始至终全都因你，让我投入这份感情太彻底，
如果故事注定悲剧，你又何苦给我美丽，
我却不允许忘记你，心碎的只是我自己。

你也许是想要短暂的感情，我要的是长久，我们目标那么不一致，难怪会这样。
I aint a part-time lover, I am a full time's. If you're looking for a part-time's, I'm sorry, I aint qualified.

如果可以恨你，就不用连遇见都要躲避，
我情愿我狠心憎你。
我在爱与不爱的之间，来回千万遍，
当我一回头发现早已踏出了红尘万丈。

你曾经对我说的那么一句话，说不知道我的家人能接受你，
很坦白地说，是不能接受的。
原因是，My parents wouldn't accept someone like you who broke her princess' heart and made her cries like no tomorrow. I hope I will not be seeing you again, the world is small I know, I'll treat you as a stranger, no harm, just to make myself feel better.

冬天的心情

2011-06-07T08:26:00.001+08:00

我再也找不到理由对你像往日般千依百顺，
我何时才能做到像你一样，说爱就爱，说放就放，
要是我能，那该多好。
至少我不会有流不完的泪，
告诉你在每个想你的夜里，我哭得很无力，
哭，真的很累。
我很害怕，我已经开始感觉到我们以前最陌生的感觉。
我以为曾经的拥有，会让我一辈子对这回忆都快乐，
原来，我的快乐已经结冰，你会陪我一起溶解这快乐？

p.s.心碎的我，还在逞强。

忘了回家的路

2011-05-27T18:04:00.001+08:00

你曾经是我的推动力，

不管我在做什么事的时候，

都会想到你在终点等我，

让我加快脚步。

现在，我需要给自己点时间，

让自己复元。

因为我知道，我最后还是只能依靠我自己。

还好，有我家人和朋友。(:

A night, fulled of twinkle

2011-05-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

A day which I spend almost half day with my babe Yeeman. Due to my assignment handing up the next day, I only can bring her to Starbucks for chilling so that I could teman her at the same time I can do my assignment.

While waiting for her boyfie to came down from Genting, they had decided to dine in Fireman, Jayaone. I tagged along! (: First time for Fireman, so far, so good.

The plan after dinner would be Luna Bar for some drinks. Althou assignment still lack of almost a quarter of words, I still decided to go because I've never been to Luna Bar before. The environment is about the same as Sky Bar but I prefer Luna Bar.

Hello new friends!

Nice mirror, we like!

Luna is closing early. We was like WHAT? It's Thursday they are closing at 1 o'clock. Potong steam! And the guys are still craving for more drinks, so we went to The Beer Factory in Sunway Giza.

Hello Jean! She joined us after she stayed in Milk for a while.

Took a lot of photo that night. Thanks to ah Man Man kept discovering the apps in my iphone. She's playing with the lomo cam which is called Leme-leme. =\ This explained the amount of the photo we took. Heh.

Met a few of new friends. HELLO! and had fun in that night, with the iphone camera!

Happy mommy's Day

2011-05-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Happy mommy's day to my pretty mom (:

Love you always, thanks for rising me up. Didn't get anything for you on this special day yet you bought me iphone! Love u till the max larr <3 muahss!

Early bird gets the worm as breakfast?

2011-05-06T08:07:00.000+08:00

Good morning to everybody, looking at the clock that hang on the wall, it's showing 7.50 in the morning now.
I am staying awake for the whole night, after I came home from Zouk.
Zouk was empty last night, which is a good thing to all of us, atleast, for our toes. HAHAHA. In fact, I don't have to get stepped on by the crowds.

Why am I staying awake now, reason behind is, for assignment. No, I have done it, thats why I go club. :P I'm just waiting for the printing shop to open. I actually should have nap for a while, but I am afraid that I ... overslept, my 新欢will kill me for that. Oh well, I have dated her for movie. *wink*

p.s. And with the excuse of I was on the phone with somebody for an hour. LOL?

For your information, I've got my Iphone (: Claps for me, I'm going to get a screen protector for it. *Mommy sayang youu harr, please don't get scratching if not there would be Tsunami inside the house* (tears drop) I've got no idea on this so high tech product, indeed, Mr.D had taught me how to use it. [Imma dummie dummie I know Tq]

So far, so good, and sorry for all the emo posts posted recently plus I am really got nothing much to update. Busy with outings but only some normal outing. Oh yea, I went Telok Batek on Labour Day!

Hello Telok Batek

Okay, thank you for dropping by to read this post. *muahss*

纷争

2011-05-02T02:50:00.002+08:00

不明白为什么那些人可以这么反复，一时一样，
究竟你们想怎样，不讲出来，很难猜测，
但是听太多，分不清，谁对谁错，
看到的又不像你们说的那样。
到底是怎么一回事，我根本不懂,
但求我没有被牵涉。

人与人之间的误会与纷争，永远都没完没了，

那是因为每个人性格不同，想的东西都不一样，

导致问题的出现。

心一直很不舒服，不知道能做些什么。
事情不可能解决，
因为牵涉的人和事物，实在太多，无法一个个坦白。
心情有落没起，眼泪在眼眶打滚，
只等待着陶号大哭一场，就舒服了。

你会撑我的，是吧？

One of the tipsy night, it's been a while.

2011-04-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

The most ever fun night at Zouk, with the babes. Probably because of all of us drank quite alot? We're tipsy (:

Maybe not others but me and Yee Man, both of us were on the stage for the whole night, dancing like two siao zha bo :D

Overall, it's a fun night!

Babes on that night.

Fiona brought her Polaroid camera along with her. We took a pic using it. Outcome: EXCELLENT! :D

Okay, Say hi to my new friend and the birthday boy on that night, Wesley! (: Nice meeting you, lolololol.

I gotta slim down more, add oil Ting! Whee.

Zouk Anniversary

2011-03-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

Zouk Anniversary falls on the ladies night, Thursday! So it is more strict than the normal ladies nights we went. Still managed to get in after a while but half way dancing, someone told us got operasi outside, Zomg, I didn't want to spend my precious time in the police station anymore. We went in and out in to check whether it is operasi outside in case we could escape for it if there's any.

IN THE END, there's no operasi. =.=

Continue party!

I like to lick it lick it.

Babes yang YeeMan cintai! :D

The fake cotton candy that Yun pulled from the decoration!

Pretty babes of mine. *loves.

Babe yang aku cintai :D YeeMan.

Those who left early get to take T-shirt! Zomg, WHY I DON'T HAVE! hehehehehehe.

2011-03-26T16:39:00.001+08:00

Really have no idea on it. Really speechless on the way you treat me all these months.

Somehow I don't know why would I ever fall so deep for you although I know, I know you'll never come back to me.

You will never know the true happiness until you have truly loved a person, and you will never understand what pain I'm suffering really is until you have lost it.

I don't wanna lose you but I've done all I can. So please, if I wasn't your choice, break me heart thank you.

And you'll never know how much I miss you.

Bai Nin!

2011-03-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

During chinese new year that period, we actually organized a tour to everyone's house for Bai Nin purpose. Lul, I forgot to bring mandarin orange T.T This post supposed to blog about 3 weeks ago. But due to my laziness. (: Sorry!

First stop, we went to Klang for Bak Gut Teh that near (not really that near) Alex's house. We wanted to eat bak gut teh for breakfast so, our first house to visit is Alex's! (:

Second stop would be Keat's house in Selayang. Keat's sis is so dam cute! (:

Third stop would be Francis' in JinJang. I think I will get lost in JinJang. The road is like all linked. ==

They missed out mine as my house got no place for them to sit. Poor me! hah. So skipped mine.

Then we head to Kinrara, Puchong. Our boss' house (: Scary dog he had! Zomg. heh.

Next would be Sg.Long, Cheras. Shiyi's and Pui Yee's.

We had tour around PJ! Tired of driving. It's okay, only one year once!

They having dinner after that I couldn't join as I got another dinner on in a while. So I left with Keat and Francis earlier. (:

Thanks for the time giving to spend together (: Love ya'll.

Steamboat @ Mynn's place

2011-03-06T06:42:00.000+08:00

Mynn organized a steamboat session in her house before chinese new year, and yea (: We had lots of fun in her house. Because we're The Gang! Okay, lame.

Photos will do the talking, it credits to Weiru, Esther and Michelle. Much loves to all of you.

Mynn's family bought a 3D television, we're playing with it. (: So cool.

Making funny pose. @@

Alric is playing with the thingy that couldn't make him stand straight. HAHAAHA, everyone can do it except for him.

Being a pole for Viv to let her dance with. ==

Stun face. Hmm.

Your's truly.

Trying so hard to fit into Michelle's lollipop LG phone camera.

So so so much fun in Mynn's house. Much appreciated, and thanks alot for giving the chance, letting all of us gather together! (: Love mynn and everyone. *hearts

Its been so long, hearts.

2011-02-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I last posted something in my blog. I've abandon it for quite a while? A month? I guess. HAHA, sorry was being so lazy to update it as there's nothing much happened in these few weeks time. Or I should say that's too much to talk about due to a lots of thing happened? Well. Here is some photos on the outings that I've went to these few weeks.

Zouk

I don't look like the usual me here. Maybe because of the color of eyebrows I'd drawn. whee! :D I looked weird!

Watch them swim @ Vince's place.

Vince invited us to his house for chilling out. There will be a swimming session before dinner. I couldn't join the fun because of the stupid PMS. #(*$(%^(*@&#&(@*#(*!

So I'm being the photographer on that day, I took a lot of candid photos, especially on Viv cus she did a lot of funny face. Photos are not allowed to post it here or else I will get killed. =\

Dinner at some restaurant in Sg. Buloh. Cheap and nice. Nyom! (:

Mist on some random night.

Being JiMui on the Jip San Niong day (:

One of my friends, getting married before Chinese New Year, aww, how nice it is as I can get angpows from them. Ngek ngek, this is the nice part of it.

The bride invited me to be her jimui on the day she CHUT GA, so I promised since I've got nothing to do and there will be a wedding lunch on the next day. So I have to bring over all my clothes and make-up stuffs as we're staying over her place for one night.

All the jimuis and the pretty bride :D

The wedding lunch. Don't we look like 3 couples? Fyi, there's only one couple over there. DON'T MISUNDERSTANDING alright?

Visited Yun and her baby Isabella.

Lunch at Gardens, Ou before heading to her place.

We're all doing the same pose. Whee.

The hot mama, Yun.

Zouk

Went Zouk again before Chinese New Year as everyone will not be around so there's one week off to club for us (:

PHAILED for Viv!

Look at his face! Hahaha. Forgot to introduce, he's Meow, Jean's bf. Very nice guy thou.

Viv, my clubbing kaki :P Why kaki not tangan? uh, Whatever!

Fuiyo, my boss (: Wu. A nice guy pun!

Yee Man, one of the pretty babies of mine. Taken, sorry guys, hand off! :D She's belong to Wu.

Post ended here. Love you guys! Will try to update more often, once I get all those photos. Don't nag on me, Viv, PLEASE UPLOAD! Hehe.

Money come, never gone.

2011-02-06T03:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my fellow readers! (:

wishing everyone have a great start for the new year.

not to forget

get more ANGPOWS!

loves, Ting. muahs.

Basically I did nothing in these few days of chinese new year. I don't gamble, because I promised myself I won't. On the first day of chinese new year, I went up to Genting Casino. I watch my friend gamble, but I choose for him which to bet on. We won! (: Although is just a hundred, it considered alot. I'm just trying on my luck, this proved that my luck on gambling is.. soso lah. x)

Go all the way back to KL to watch movie in Times Square, GSC on the second day of new year. I din't slept much the day before. I felt so sleepy in the cinema, but someone's kid is being super annoying, kept crying over behind our row. Ish, I can only hear him crying more then the caption of the actors. Argh, then the stupid mother keep talking so loud to the kid to make him stop crying but even worst, the kid cried even louder. *faint.

At last, the father brought him out of the hall, but the movie is going to an end edi. @@

Supposed heading down to the club after movie but something happened in the middle, so hometown it is.

Planned to barbecue on third day, friend suggested to go to her condo as the facilities over there is good. But her place is super far if we go from our place. We decided to do it at our home, we felt so sorry that we put her plane. *guiltiness

We bought our ingredient and started about 8 p.m. We found out that we didn't have the barbecue fork as it is all lend to aunt who stayed far far away. Okay, we're so sad. hahahahaha. In the end also we managed to make our plan go well, with the only one clamp. So, my very handsome cousin did all the cooking stuffs and where we girls wait for the food to be done only. (:

Time passed so fast when the happy moment is there. I wish, the time will go back to the first day of Chinese New Year again. ):

Hot Chocolate Cafe. I prefer Chocolate lounge.

2011-01-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

Finally I'm out with Mr.Tan Peir Hung. I totally forgot he dated me a week ago! I'm sorry my hung hung, I am here to apologize but I know you gonna forgive me easily so yea. (:

We're going for lunch in Bangsar. I chosen the Hot Chocolate Cafe, this is my second visit and the first visit would be a year ago with my loudao, Yee Rick. This time I'm gonna try on their foods.

Say hello to Mr Tan! :D

Say hello to Ms Wong! xoxo.

The very delicious hot chocolate :D I'm loving it. Still prefer the one in Chocolate lounge.

Ahh, the pineapple fried rice not nice. I love the one in Just Thai. It's JUST NICE! :D

I have no idea what is this and it tasted soso to me. I think my taste bud doesn't like it. hahahaha!

Had a great lunch with Mr Tan and Ms Wong. We had a great time gossiping things happened around us. Well, we shall continue gossip next time yea Mr Tan! :D hahahaha. He's really nice to chat with, no doubt!

Oh, MILK!

2011-01-20T12:23:00.000+08:00

That night, a strong feeling for me to curl my hair. So there I go, by using hairdryer, you know, there's an extra thing to plug into hair dryer for drying the hair while you can make it wavy! :D I tried that. The outcome = excellent wave! It's very pretty wave. But for my hair only can last for 3 minutes T.T

So, by the time I reached Milk, the hair like.. owh, cacated. HAHAHAHA. Bad Viv are laughing at it. Hehehehe.

Yi Ching was there too. I'm her partner on that day since everyone is paired that night. (:

Left early since everyone is kinda blur (: Had a fun night with the girls. It's fun, seriously.

Hearts.

你有新欢了，我连旧爱都不是。

2011-01-17T05:23:00.000+08:00

你突然点醒我，我们相识的时间能够以日计算了，你找到了你爱的，而我，还在原地徘徊着，一直在等你。有天当你想起我，时间已摆平所有的错，也学会不再问为什么。我唯一没有做好的事，就是和你好好聊一聊，所以才会把事情弄成这样。

你教会我怎样去爱了，但是，你却不爱我了。早知如此，有何必撩起我的心。与其不了了之，倒不如直接说一句我不爱了。我只是想听，你的回应。当初为什么不告诉我，你和她一起了？还让我一直把你叫D，如果她看见了，一定会不开心的。为什么要让我自己看到答案？为什么你不能亲口对我说？你的态度，请别那么冷淡。就算再付出，我都撑得住，我不怕辛苦，只要你满足，但是，你不曾满足。

我让自己不去看你的状态，是因为我不想让自己对你失望，看到你写的东西，会胡思乱想。担心，也没用，因为是多余的。

错，不是全部你的错，也是因为我飞蛾扑火，才会这样。我心里一直有你，只是你已经不在乎了。对于你，我始终只能以陌生人的身份去怀念。你有新欢了，我连旧爱都不是。我到底是什么，至今我都还在怀疑。当初我说这场游戏，我玩不起，是你告诉我，只有我把它当成游戏，你没有，你觉得是爱情，才让我那么死心塌地。我的心已经冷了两年，是你让它燃烧起来，也是你把它浇熄。我想，我又得让它继续冷下去。如果不能永远都对我那么好，那请你在一开始时就别对我好，宁可不要那一份虚假的幸福，也不要那一种无止境地期待，我从不要求你给我多的惊喜，只要你对我的好从一而终的。

我不停的写日记，我不知道停不住的究竟是笔，还是记忆。虽然只是短短的几个月，记载的东西，却是很多。我总时不时的拿出手机来看，不管我看多少次，也不会有你的短讯。上线，是为了等你上线，虽然没有和你说话，可是却有种奇怪的感觉，好像你在我的身旁。我从来都不觉得寂寞，因为我有一班好友，直到你的出现，然后你的离开，让我好难过。

我承认，我是一个有些任性的孩子，我承认，我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你的世界的入场券,不过,那只不过是我的一厢情愿而已.我的世界，你并不在乎。明明说着看开了，放下了,每次却总是不自觉的自己想起了那个给与温暖的人，每每又总是在微笑沉醉时又看到了现实，想到了伤痛,然后,冷的感觉再也暖和不起来了。。。如此反复，心，终于累了。。现实就是这样。我曾经醉过，却又最终醒来. 我正在行走，却找不到方向。

转弯只为遇见你，却忘记了，你也会转弯。怪只怪，我没有经过允许，就把你放在心里。因为爱你，我让你走了。我对你，只有放弃，没有忘记。我虽然笨拙，但也努力过了，遗憾不遗憾，不是我一个人能决定。我真的喜欢你,闭上眼,以为我能忘记,但流下的眼泪,却没有骗到自己。现在，我把我对你的爱还给你。以后的我，会把爱情看清楚，才让自己奋不顾身。

每当我想哭的时候，我会闭上眼睛不让它流泪。伤心的时候，我会找个地方静静的发呆，然后告诉自己，要坚强。难过的时候，我会伪装自己，对别人笑。失败的时候，尽管已无力也要爬起来，我会告诉别人我很坚强。失落的时候，我会笑着对自己说，没事的。我不会太在意别人对我的看法，我是我，谁都不是谁的谁。为了你，我拒绝了别人，回头，却被你冷漠。伤了别人，也伤了自己。曲终了，人散了。你转身，潇洒的离开，流下我一个人独自落泪。

离开后，我还认识你，不过不再想见你，你过的好，我不会祝福你，你过的不好，我也不会嘲笑你，因为我们从此陌生，你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。幸福，只是和我擦肩而过。因为知道不能勉强，就只好用放弃来爱。离开你，是我唯一能为你做的事，因为我明白，我们不会有未来。

Nyom Hi-Tea.

2011-01-16T19:18:00.001+08:00

Out for Hi Tea in a lovely raining afternoon when it was supposed nice for napping. Went all the way to Times Squares to pick those lovely darlings up then off to Levain. I didn't miss any turn. Woots, clap to myself, 1st time driving to Times Square. (:

For your information, the uncle inside the pic above, he went to the ladies toilet. I was shocked when I see him walking out from the toilet acting like nothing. But after when he see the ladies sign, he apologize to me that he claims he didn't see the sign properly. Well.

The sky starting to rain when we sat our butts down.

We both laugh so loud after this pic. The situation is abit funny :D

Nyom, Mushroom chicken soup and Octopus bread/ Curry Chicken Bread. *p.s. The mushroom chicken soup is so mushroom-ish, the mushroom is more than the soup. -.-

The oh-so-delicious spaghetti I had. It costs RM8.90 only. Cheap cheap. But kinda small portion.

Owh, the both of us are so lovely. HAHAHAHA!

Will definitely pay another visit again. I love their spaghetti! (:

Milk Club, does it provide milk inside?

2011-01-15T04:34:00.001+08:00

Again, and again. Due to the boringness of last night in MOS, this night, we decided to head down to Milk Club. I haven't been to that club before, yea, it's my first time. For your information, most of my time I spend in Mist Club although Milk Club is located right beside Mist Club, it's just RIGHT BESIDE! A few steps away from Mist.

Milk Club doesn't provide milk people! :D

Was drinking Kilkenny with the beloved one in Royal Oak, Jaya One. Forcing her to finished the 1 and half pint within 10 minutes as I am going back home to change, not to forget, I pulled her and the bunch along to Milk Club.

She took my photo when I was on the phone! My stun face. Haha :D

On the way to Milk club, in Calvin's car.

Met up with the others pretty :D

The cutie (: Don't you think both of us are like acting one of the scenes in Titanic, owh- so- romantic! JUST-KIDDING!

This woman here is trying to lift up my skirt. Zomg, such a naughty one!

Party party!

Woots. My ah leng.

Hahaha, someone is acting cute, obviously is not me! :P

So far, it's an awesome night. Milk Club is kinda little of people compared to Mist Club. I still prefer Mist anyway. But, any club would do, I just enjoy dancing, although I don't dance any better. Too many pretty ladies dancing sexily inside, I am sooooooooo chaaa. Sad face. ):

Ended the weekend just like that. It's a Saturday night, I just spend it like that. Rawr!

Dash Berlin - MOS

2011-01-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

Thank you Wu for the tickets! (: He brought us to MOS as there hired a kinda famous Trance DJ to the club, Dash Berlin he is. The name sounds cool!

Vivi, I've cropped it out! (: Part of US! Cheer.

For those who don't know who is Dash Berlin, here you go! (:

It's my 1st time seeing him, well, at first I don't know who is it until they keep talking about, at the end, still I don't know. Opps, I'm sorry! I didn't see him with my eyes even from far away because there are too many people blocking my sight! Dam you all people! HAHAHAHAHA.

So far the music is all trance, although I don't really understand trance music but I enjoyed it. The worst thing is we are not downstair, IF ONLY WE WERE. I would enjoy even more. Because they set the rules stated that after we went down we cannot go 2nd floor anymore. Bleeh! It's another night again!

Another night of club

2011-01-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

Mist ladies night after Absolute Thai, coincidentally that night is one of the friends' birthday, Kelvin.

Just another night of club.

Absolute Thai, the best!

2011-01-12T04:21:00.001+08:00

Craving for tomyam months ago. Was begging weiru and Michelle to go with me when I was chatting with both of them. So, finally I get to eat it in Absolute Thai. Mynn, Esther Yeerick and Rebecca popped out. Didn't know they are coming too! (: So fun, it's been long time since I dinner with them. Should have ask Vivi along because I am going out with her later after the dinner.

Camwhore a lots of picture. SATISFIED with Michelle's mummy new camera! TQ! Arigatou :D

Love this the most, don't you think both of us look sweet here? Teehee!

Sometimes I wonder... Is she okay? Hahahahaha!

Love you guys! Muahs!

P.s: Photos credits to Michelle, I stole em from her! Winks.

Lunch on the First day of the Year 2011

2011-01-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry for flooding my blog with some emo post. I shall post something happy! (: Went for a lunch gathering on the first day of the year 2011. I missed the one last year because I am working on that day. I almost miss this year too because I overslept. HOHO! Luckily I still can reach before they left, and a group photo have been taken! Yay! This year lunch gathering photo got my face!

Love you guys! (:

真的不想了。

2011-01-08T04:59:00.000+08:00

想太多，我觉得没什么不好，还好我没疯掉。我会尽我的努力，去把这件事给Settle掉，如果有那么一天，你和我说了，至少我没那么心痛，我不会想和你做朋友。我真的不想和你做朋友。

Things happened.

2011-01-08T04:03:00.002+08:00

Was thinking of some surprising thing on Valentines, but you've surprised me with something else. Things happened too sudden, for me, atleast it is. On the starting I've told you telling me the truth, what for hiding it away from me. I know truth always be the bad news but who cares, I just want to know what's wrong. If you're happened to say that you just want to be my friend, that's all, then tell lar? Is it that hard for you to open your mouth? You can keep saying sorry to me but why can't you tell the reason behind the sorry. No one love playing on guessing game. Or from the start, everything is just a game? If it's not, then end it beautifully.

Too hard for me to let go when I'm putting it serious. Looking at the screensaver you made, the singapore dollar you gave, the photo of us, I guess, everything should be in the dustbin now. Screensaver, deleted, singapore dollar, in the dustbin, the photo of us, teared into half. Keeping all these thing would just remind me of you, I know I couldn't be the perfect one for you, so times take away you from me. Or maybe you think I don't suit you at all. My mum just talked about you that day, she was asking that why didn't you come to look for me anymore, I am just reply with, you're busy. It's been 7 months, although a few months back doesn't mean anything, but it seriously like a scar to me already.

I am not lucky enough to be the one who share your problems, your happiness, your whatever things you can share with me, I hope she does. I would not want to friend with someone I love too much, no way, not even a normal friend. Now it's not my turn to say I can't let go but I must, since, it won't be any meaning on it anymore. Okay I'm done with it.

I know I know, at last, I don't know

2011-01-04T05:39:00.000+08:00

I know I know, you always thought I'm just a kid who's thinking is very childish,

I know I know, you always thought I might be slow motion cannot catch up what you've talked,

I know I know, you always thought I might not be as mature as you want to,

I know I know, you always thought I am very annoying which you don't like it,

I know I know, you always thought I think you aren't that important,

I know I know, you always thought I'm still a mummy girl who is still under protection,

Now I don't know, what is in your mind now, from starting till now, you haven been clarify to me what is going on, I didn't want to end it without telling me anything, I don't want to listen any sorry from you, I don't want to stab myself by knowing your current relationship with my eyes, I just can't believe it, I want you to tell me by your mouth. If you were this kind of person, I feel so sorry to you. ):

New Year Eve Countdown

2011-01-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

Mist club again, for new year countdown. Thought of some special countdown but it's just a normal clubbing session with a 3 mins countdown activity in it. Fuuurf, Sien. Dancing dancing dancing, taking pics everywhere, that's the fun part.

They are so cute, with the mata sepet. HAHAHA, viv viv couldn't do it. LALALA~

I am too.. tired, that explains the face expression of mine above.

Licking on viv viv's face.

Taller than Bryan. Long time no see! (:

Heading back home kinda early for that night. Totally exhausted, although I had fun, but still, not a happy new year, because I couldn't celebrate it with the one. The one that belongs to my heart. *heart broken. sigh.

New year eve dinner, failed.

2011-01-03T06:15:00.000+08:00

Dine at Kitchen Creatures in Centre Point. Oh yea, I didn't order any food as I am heading down to the club in a while, I don't wanna get stomachache in the club. But I do join them for some photos session and chatting session.

All the girls on that night (: Some of them couldn't join in as they got some others stuffs on.

Thank you to my VIV VIV for taking such a nice photo of me cus I always complain her that she always take candid pic of me. :P

To be continued.

otw to the club..

New year arriving

2011-01-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

The best night ever in Mist club, because the songs played that night is awesome! Even toilet also don't feel like going, just don't wanna miss the nice song, zomg (: Summore it's not a packed night, woots, lagi best!

Ma shinning shinning top which just bought on the same day. Cool enough! First time being so shinning in the club. Hooho.

Us girls. Candy, Ting, Viv, Mun. Lovely babes.

Everyone is in. One more cutie on the down party right side, Justina.

Once again, awesome night it is ♥

New Year, New Life

2011-01-02T14:05:00.000+08:00

New Year New Life. Everyone said it's a new start since its new year now. So does it mean everything will be start over again?

NO! I don't think so. I think it's just a continuous of the previous year. But it means a year older of course. ): Sad face. It's okay. It's not like our life would be stuck here or whatever it is, we just have to move on, move on, move on.

I shall, move on with my life but not my heart. (: I'll still fall for the same person. Nuuu!

Wishing everyone living happily after, with the prosperity around.

With Loves,

ah Ting.

Keeeee Gong Gong's birthday

2010-12-31T05:53:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Kee's birthday at The Curve. It was a last minute plan, thinking of where to eat. We head to Laundry after we had dinner in The Garden. Whoo, nice dinner (: No joke, atleast better than full house even thou both of them under the same company. *WEIRDO!

Its the birthday boy Kee and Me!

Yours truly is having Kilkenny beer which cost my wallet a bomb. Rawr!

We ordered a Flaming Lamborghini for the birthday boy. He doesn't like it. Reason: the fire burnt his hair. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Lastly a very happy group photo of us. How niceeeeeeeeeeeee (: Smile.

They ended their day with a movie where me and 2 more girls head back home and do our own stuffs. Hooo!

Dolly Wink

2010-12-29T18:38:00.001+08:00

Went shopping in Sunway alone today, was hoping to buy some clothes from there for Chinese new year. At the end, I did my shopping in Sasa ( a shop which sells make up products and etc etc).

Had my eyes on the eyeliner, since the one I using now had dried up, decided to get a new one. I am a Popteen fans. I bought lots of Popteen magazine, I love the models inside, zomg they are so pretty w makeups. HAHAHA. If only I can be like them, not that heavy make up but atleast draws better line for the eyes. I always draw like senget one, sometimes even draw until fire also come out then rub all off.

One of the models inside had created her own brand of make up called Candy Doll, and Malaysia's Sasa had some of her products here. I decided to give it a try on her eyeliner, Dolly Wink Eyeliner. Read some of the user's review, because me, myself haven't open the package yet, it has a very good response from the users who tried it. Nothing is perfect, it does has some cons.

This is the model named Tsubasa Masuwaka, omg she's so pretty, isn't it? omgomgomg. (: After remove the make up then akhem akhem, still can walk out to the street la but just, you know what I mean hor?

For your information, she's a mother for a son. Even thou she's just 150cm, but she's the top model in Japan! She is super good in make up and had a very good sense on fashion! ): Envy. I want her body figure.

Tadaa, I had brought it home with RM50, my money flies away ): I hope it wont disappointed me if not I will cekik it. Zomg. Please no. GUaaaaai ahh.

Reviews from other users.

Pros

-black, pigmented and bold

-easy to control while drawing. very smooooooooooooooth

-it lasts and doesn't smudge easily

-dry out very fast

Cons

-its waterproofness not that strong.

-too pricey

About the price, different people had different views so yea, depends on your budget. (:

I do not know how it gonna works on me cause I still don't get to use it as I'm not going anywhere but what I know is the package is very adorable omg, I don't want to throw it away (:

CHILL!

Honeymoon in Honeymoon.

2010-12-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Was having dinner before heading to Honeymoon in KD for second round, trying to lead my Vivienne to the Paris restaurant in SS2, all the replies from her was "meh lei geh?" I keep laughing non-stop while talking to her. Because the way she talked to me is funny, as always and usual. HAHAHAHA.

Had some dessert in Honeymoon, so coincident they having promotion buy one free one, which save our money.

Chill over there until they close the shop. Next time we go Tutti Fruiti can? (:

Christmas Eve

2010-12-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

Celebrated the Christmas eve in Mist, Bangsar. The crowd there is 2x than the normal friday. Don't feel like moving around in the club, so not even dancing. But the atmosphere is good, but due to the crowd I sweat alot, even I exercise also hardly can sweat, unless I go to jog. O.o talking about jogging, it's been long time since I last jog with Yan.

This is how I celebrate my Christmas eve, what about you?

End.

Christmas BBQ.

2010-12-27T04:56:00.001+08:00

Attended belated Christmas BBQ party in Honwai's condo. whoo! It's been a while since last gather because everyone has their own dates. Finally we are all gather, not all but majority (: This time, most of them brought their another half so the group had became slightly bigger. Ngek! ^.<

I brought nuggets, I fried it I fried it yay yay! I didn't get to take a picture of it and all went *pooff* and finished within 15 minutes.

I love you-s C:

Group photo! Muahss!

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T15:34:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all the Bloggers and Readers! ^3^ loves everyone!

and A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Smile.

2010-12-19T04:12:00.000+08:00

What can I do more in order to make him smile. He don't seems happy when I talk to him, I'm so afraid that I said something makes him don't feel it right ): I didn't want to, but I just want to share something happy of mine to him. I'm sorry. Can you please smile?

给我的那个他，噢，好长哟！

2010-12-10T04:53:00.003+08:00

不喜欢打扰你因为我不想让你觉得我很烦。要做的我已经做完了，要讲的也讲完了。不想失去你，可是又不懂该如何表达。虽然说过了不再打扰你，可是又无法把你抽离我的世界。本来已经慢慢的强迫自己不去想你，没想过那天会看到你，就算你从我的身边经过，我都不敢叫住你，怕我又再陷下去。在那么乌漆黑麻的地方，掉眼泪也没人看到，我还蛮厉害的啦，忍到回家才哭。回的路上没人敢和我讲话，因为我已经没有心情了。

好多东西都是我胡思乱想，那是因为你都不肯讲，我也不能怎样。我想你已经没把我放在心上了，我想。还记得那时你说，为什么我会有这样的想法，因为你不肯告诉我到底是怎么啦，所以我才这样想。你也是对我说，你觉得你对我不重要。呵呵，我只能静静，因为用行动比用讲的，来的比较实际。所以哦，我会用行动让你觉得你很重要！

不关与你的路有多难走，我都会陪你啦，我是说真的，我不是什么千金大小姐，不需要买什么名牌，不需要吃高级餐厅，不需要住大屋子，不需要美美的饰品，只要每天能和你简简单单的过，什么也不需要。偶尔陪我逛逛街啦，不要这么坏蛋啦。

记得有一阵子你突然把我从你的名单里删除，我紧张地只能在电脑前一直掉泪，我不知道我能做些什么，也不知道为什么你这样做。为了要把事情弄清楚，我只能一直写信息给你，希望你能给我交代。谁知你整整一个星期没有回复我，我也写了整整一个星期的信息。还好最后你都有回我，可是却没说什么。那也算了，至少你和我说话了。

以前的我，只要你两三天没给我信息，我都会在担心你到底在干吗，就会给你写个信息，你回复了，我放下心来。过后的日子，你都不大睬我了，我以为你在忙，还好你也会偶尔打个电话来，和我说你在忙，没时间。总觉得说一直写信息给你会让你觉得我很烦，因为你只是偶尔回那么一封。你知道对我来说，内容不重要，至少我知道你有看到，就算你只是写一个ok！

久而久之，你连那么偶尔的一封也没写给我了。看着你的档案，每天都往外跑，过得蛮不错似的。所以鼓起了勇气写了那封信息，不再打扰你的生活，其实自己根本放不下。心情每天都很低落，可是日子还是要过。之后我们都不再聊天，直到某一天，你找我说话，我真的很高兴，当我看到聊天室有你的名字，我傻眼了。呵呵，然后有一句对白是你说你本来想来找我，可是却很累。我听到了，真的觉得什么都不要紧了，就算你没有真的来找我，我觉得你有那个心，什么都够了。我还蛮容易被满足。x)

已经有点腻了一直往外跑的生活，为了的是把你给暂时放在一旁，不要想你太多，坐在家里无所事事，脑海里一直浮现的是你的影子，会变傻傻的。连作梦都要梦到你，那才够力咯。白天已经让你沾满了，睡觉也要跑来凑热闹吗？不是不想梦到你，如果是美梦，每天发个10个8个又如何。梦的都是你把我给赶远远，你最爱叫我去远远的那一句话，一直徘徊在梦里。哎！

对你说话的态度越来越冷淡，深怕自己会很难把你放下，可是我都做不到。每天更新我的情形，希望你会知道那些都是写给你看。我知道一切很难回到过去，我不会喜欢提起过去，因为我是个向未来看的人。不管未来是如何，我都想让你知道，我对你是一样的，嗯嗯，世上没绝对啦，至少我很肯定我现在要些什么，不会放弃是事实，除非你能明确告诉我你想要的不是我也至少让我死了那条心吧，我不会死缠烂打，可是会默默地暗恋你啦，拍谢啦，我就是那么三八，不行吗?

对不起，我就是这样子，一旦爱上了就不能作假。

I am sick, how happy!

2010-11-23T03:43:00.000+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog for a while. All I wanted to say which is I'm doing fine now no worry!

Assignment is killing me right now. 2 down and 1 more to go! The hardest assignment among all, business law. omgomgomg, it's all about I sue you, you sue me, everybody sue here and there. Who is right, who is wrong, depends~

This assignment is abit rush as the department gave out on the last 2 weeks before finals. Which means I don't have time to study for my finals, and I have to rush for the assignment. ): Sad face.

Finals is around the corners. omgomgomg, somebody please help me. Suffocating! I can't breathe!

The worst thing now is, I am sick. I AM SICK! as I wish. ~~damn.~~

I just want you to read this.

2010-11-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

Writing all these is not because I wanted to get attention from anyone else but I just want to let him know the moment I feel, the feeling me towards him.

You'll never know how important are you to me,
you'll never how much I need you and I would do anything just for you, even I am the one who are supposed to angry but still I low down my temperature to talk to you,
you'll never know how much I miss you,
you'll never know how much I wanted to talk to you, even just for a minute,
you'll never know how much I wish to see you, how much I want you to be on my side when I'm not happy, you'll never what you used to have until you lose it,
you'll never know when you decided leave me, I'm actually losing a part of me,
you'll never know everything, everything, everything about me, cause you don't even bother to find out.

My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it's become pieces also because of you. Saying all these is not to make you feeling guilty or stuffs but it's all what I'm thinking right now. Looking back to the past, I find that the times we were happy together is now worth the times I cry alone.

I'm trying to be so understanding all the time cause I know you got something else that bother u so much. I didn't know what's happening at all as you don't even want to share a bit to me. All the while you think that I wont be understanding on the situation you facing now, all the while you think I'm immature (because of my age?), all the while you thought you like me but actually you did not at all.

As I've already told you if there's anything please don't be afraid and talk to me, even it's something which gonna hurt me badly but I don't care as long you talk to me with your heart. What so hard to tell me when you actually don't even like me anymore and you are waiting for me to say it first, if I'm the one who saying all these will make you feel better but I'll be very confirm to tell you that, it hurts me even badly. I thought it was a game at first but you deny it with fully confident saying no it's not a game but end up what is this? The hope you given me, and now you taken it away and act like nothing happened.

If there's a day you finally decided to fall in love with me again, it's gonna be the day I have given up on chasing you.

Candy's Birthday!

2010-10-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

Baby Candy's birthday celebration held at Poppy, KL. It's been long time since I've club in Poppy. It's like 1 over 10 of the area is packed with people, others, just being left empty. What a club. (:

It's been real crowded like 1-2 years back. You need to pass through a very packed area to get to the toilet. Ha, now I can walk or jump or crawl to the toilet as I like. So far so good, I did enjoy myself.

Girls. Mel, Me, Candy, Kee, Jean and Yen.

Me, Mel, Candy, Yong, Winnie, Stanley.

The babe Candy and me.

Back: HockAn, Meow, KayChung.

Front: Jess, Hui, Yuen, and Wu.

Meow, Unknown, BoonKeat and Candy.

Justin and Chrystal.

Mel's bf, Mel and Jon

End the day with happy mood. So far, everyone enjoyed till the end I supposed. (: Stay happy!

Bagan Lalang

2010-10-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

Sorry, the Bagan Lalang trip post is up. Apologize for the photos are not arranged accordingly due to the problems caused by the uploader. Spend my very precious time to upload one by one. Sigh. Stupid uploader. Hmmph! Enjoy some of the photos!

All of our chicken legs. (:

The two monster in da car. Kim Kim and Ru Ru.

Me and the very beautiful sea. Thanks ruru the photographer.

On the way to Sepang GoldCoast. I'm holding a cake on my legs.

When going back time.

Nice jump everyone (:

The very lovely couple standing in the sea.

Theng holding HELLO KITTY bottle. Ru forgot she bought it and end up brought it home and play. It's a soap bubbles thingy.

Nice squeeze! :D

Another jump shot.

Kim Kim and Gerald.

The only 2 guys. Gerald and Vince.

The gf and the bf. Birthday boy Vince.

End post. Phew (:

2010-10-14T01:35:00.000+08:00

ALERT!

Apologize to all the readers, wanted to update my very dead blog, but unfortunately, the photo up-loader is being so.. I'm speechless. Oh well, no photos, then cannot update then. ):

Coming up posts, half day trip to Bagan Lalang for Vince's birthday surprise, babe Candy's birthday celebration in Poppy and Smoke House in Bangsar!

Stay tuned.

突然我的心抽了一下。

2010-10-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

根本不在意什么结果，我要求的只是一个交代。你说你不要再想任何东西，我可以理解,只是不明白为什么你可以当作没一回事.

虽然你很久才会给我打了一个电话，我很无奈，可是接到电话非常高兴地回道：“你知道吗，我一直等着你的电话。”

从来都不敢对你无礼，好想撕破脸皮和你说清楚，又好害怕你会一时意气说了一些话。

是你让我学会了爱，从最初感情的空白，就像在我寂寞的心田种下了花朵，可是当我以为学会了爱，你却一声不响远远的走开。我不需要鲜花，不需要礼物，只要能躺在你怀里，我就是世界上最幸福。

就只是那么简单，为何你做不到。。。心在淌血。。。

Broga UP UP!

2010-10-05T02:27:00.000+08:00

Organized a trip up to Broga Hill with my beloved classmates. Recall back the last time I went to Broga is on last year Merdeka day. Aww, time flies ): We took around 1 hour plus to go up! Not bad. Can't breathe at a moment, next time bring oxygen tank up better! *bishhh

All the handsome guys (: Clockwise rotation, Chern Hong, Nick, Newson, Jason, Alex and Francis (the birthday boy).

Supposed to brought a cake up to Broga Hill to celebrate Francis' birthday. It's kinda last minute when my lovely Shi Hui told me her aunt can't make it for a cake. Looking at the clock strikes sharp on 11, I couldn't think of any place to get cake as I am super tired and need to get some rest.

My xin huan. (New lover)

Us girls. Left to right: Shi Hui, yours truly and Shi Yi. Fyi, both of them are not sisters!

My new lover with her lover. *complicated. This is Jeffrey btw. (:

What's wrong with all of them. Caught Jason with middle finger. No good no good.

Group photo!

Best seller of the day. Sausages that prepared by me! I used 10 minutes to get this prepared before Francis pick me up. I only realized there's no more gas when I was about to cook. Sigh. Abit chicken hand duck leg. (Fussed)

Aww, so pretty! I wish you were there with me ):

Ugh, bad fringe ): My and my new lover! She's been taking care of me when I'm in class. Although she always bully me, I still love her! Muahs!

Shi Yi's prince of frog. (:

Sun is out, but due to the weather, we couldn't watch sunrise. Green couch-grass is so pretty! (;

Another group photo.

A heart with an arrow.

I suka ni.

Photos credits to Chern Hong. Thank yoooou! (: Going down the hill takes me around 20 minutes. Feels like rolling down from the top. HAHAHA. Jk. Muscle pain on the next few days ): I need massage.

Honwai's BBQ birthday party.

2010-10-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

Pictures will do all the talking (: I am so lazy to type!

Cups with everyone's name on it, to make sure no one keep throwing the cup away, we have limited of cups.

Guess what, Yeerick, the vegetarian is eating the sausage! It's vegetarian sausage btw!

WeiLing, the cooking mama! Loves!

My pretty babe! Ruru.

Vivienne darling. Hearts.

Yours truly. Chiang chiang chiang chiang.

Alan and me!

Jan Jan and me.

Loudao and Lui!

WeiLing!

The birthday cake for the birthday boy.

Matthew and me.

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Cut cake ceremony *claps

Continue BBQ for a while.

Bought a champagne for the birthday boy. But Jan opened it, he nearly make a hole on top of Honwai's new house ceiling. Bwahaha! Funny.

Figuring on how to open it.

Give up and decided take a picture with it.

Went home around 12 something as tomorrow still got early classes to attend. But I remembered I skipped it, cause I was too tired. What an excuse. SMILE!

2010-09-22T04:14:00.000+08:00

Got a eyeshadow as present from Clinique (:

Opps, I didn't why the camera can't focus. Btw, I did tried lotsa time lor!

Weird colors, but it's okay, I don't really use eyeshadow.

Say hi to the new toy, Stitch! From a friend of mine, Ben Teng!

Watsons' membership thingy. I was asked by the cashier when I'm on the phone with my friend, and by don't know how, I bought this @@ After I hang up the phone, I realized it's inside the plastic bag, it costs me 11.50 ringgit! What's going on?!

Gotta activate it before use.

Comes with lotsa coupons inside, but I don't really buy any brand of it. Such a waste. Ahh, I'm wasting money.

Honwai's birthday BBQ post coming soon. (:

Party babe!

2010-09-20T23:23:00.001+08:00

Head back to home after sending everyone back during that night having dinner at Bubbagum, went Mist Club with Lis, her sis and others. Supposed to be me and Lis only, at first, I thought. Who knows, end up a few more coming. Teehee.

Actually should be Mos with the dinner bunch, but all seems like not free for the night. So I got myself another plan. First thought of drinking only, but Lis suggested to go club, so Yea, end up, Mist Club.

Meet her up in Bangsar Mcd. Picked her and her sister. 3 of us went into the club first, others are on their way coming (:

Aiyo, so skinny la her ): So many guys come after her that night. Whoo!

Ini pun sama. Skinny until.. ): I are sad when standing beside her.

Looked so terrible that night. Sigh.

No time to dress nicely. Gaahh.

New friend! (: Lis' colleague. I guess? Sorry I had forgotten your name. My bad.

This naughty girl here pulled me up to the stage. I am soooooo paiseh. ): Because the stage is only both of us and it can be seen by the people inside the whole club. Lalala. But I enjoyed dancing up there even though my movement abit KEK.

HAHAHA, Look at my tummy!

The late comer! This is Yang! Yang meh meh! :D

This is also late comers! The couple of the day. Sherry and Calvin.

Happy B'day. Big smile on da face.

2010-09-19T03:55:00.002+08:00

Planned to have dinner in Bubbagum, Sunway on Thursday. Supposed to head down to the club after dinner but everyone doesn't seems like going, so just make it pure dinner that's it.

Thanks for everyone coming to the dinner. So give face! I love u all! (:(:

Sorry ah CheeYong, I couldn't think of who else to invite and I left you out. MY BAD! *bow

The happy fruit, Janson.

Me, the birthday girl! (:

HAHAHA, sor lou dao (:

RuRu. (:

Vince, RuRu and yours truly!

Jarrel.

My Crazy Cajun Chicken.

Ahh, look at this. Onion ring. Dislike. ): BUUU! Cus I don't eat onion.

YeeRick and Vivi.

Popo and Baby Mynn!

I am so... stunning, btw that's Honwai.

Something coming to me after the dinner finished. I never expect I got a cake from them. What a bunch of lovely friends I had. Muahs.

The worst part is I have to stand on the chair and ... one of the staff say, if I want to get my birthday cake, I gotta make my booty shake. My god. Yea, in order to get it, I shake my butt. *shy

Sorry, I moved.

Reward I got after I shake my butt :P

Opps, my head moved again. But it's clearly showed that I cutting my cake.

Luckily they didn't ask me to use my mouth pick up the candles.

My 2 assistants! (:

Choc cake (:

More pictures coming soon when Vivi uploaded them. VIVI! PICS PLEASE!

Heading down to Mist club after that. Stay tuned for the post!

2010-09-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

On my birthday that day itself, I went to Cheras pasar malam (: My little Shi Hui offers to fetch me from my house to pasar malam and send me back after that. But this offer is only on my birthday. Ngehehe!

Before that, they suprised me with the cupcakes that bought from Gardens. Thanks to Shi Hui, Shi Yi, Chern Hong, Alex, Wei Keat, Nick, and Jason. Thanks everyone! LOVE U GUYS!

Look at this very cute cupcakes!

I chose the sheep! It's cute!

Sheep and Duck? (: Cute ler!

The chao kuey teow that Shi Hui craving for it so badly. But it's just a normal chao kuey teow. c= She says the best part is the siham. I ~~EAT~~ SIHAM!

The one I used to hand with. But sometimes she dump me when her bf is there! :P

Pretty Shi Yi! (:

My head looked smaller! :P This is Chern Hong! (:

The lovely couple! (:

Bought a lot of rubbish in Pasar Malam instead of trying the foods there, Chern Hong says that. Shi Hui send my home after that. Francis was there too! But he reached when we're about to leave. Anyway thanks for coming thou. Much appreciated! c=

Just love hanging around with them! *hearts

2010-09-17T04:31:00.001+08:00

My babe Chia Wen is back from Kedah for Summer holiday! (: Dated her out for lunch and high tea. The first time they were brought by me to my favorite Pan Mee in KL. I am not sure whether the taste suits them, but the response of them were thumb up for it! Ngek :P

My beloved babe Chia Wen!

I don't like ikan bilis, SO WHAT!

We were supposed to go for walk in KL but no where to go, and a sudden crave for Tutti Fruiti. I drove all the way to Taman Tun but not Dataran Sunway cause it is far for me. My first time trying on the ice-cream in Tutti Fruiti. (:(:

I chose one flavor, and Chia Wen chose one flavor. Since Stef had tried on it, so we were given the chance to chose a flavor and topping. The one with choc topping is my choice. HAHAHA. I didn't chose the oreo but only the M&M and choc chips. *happy face

This is Chia Wen's masterpiece! Dragon fruit plus strawberry plus mango. Yum!

This is when I first got my fringe cut like china doll fringe. It is actually not china doll fringe but the hair stylist cut it till too short for side parting.

Had fun with 2 of my babes. It's been times since I meet up with them. (:(: Looking forward for the next time! Heart both of you cuties!

2010-09-16T04:18:00.002+08:00

Another primary school reunion held at Kitchen Creatures, Centerpoint.

Well, not much people attended. But atleast get to meet the teacher. Aww, it's been a while again. On the same night, I was kinda rush as I have to rush to somewhere else to meet up my cousin yet my dad and uncles are going to Sg so I have to send them to the bus stop.

But, at last, my cousin said it's gonna be fine if I'm not coming. So, I went home to rest after I dropped the uncles and auntie to the bus stop. Imma driver for that night. ):

The one with pink leggings is our teacher! So cute of her! (:(:

p.s. Photos credit to Yuen Haw's DSLR and several cameraman! :)

A lovely message to myself, from myself!

2010-09-16T04:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself! (: I love myself much much! Sounds sweet, don't you think so? X)

Happy Twenteen LiTheng! Heart myself!

Well, It's passed! 4 hours ago...

2010-09-14T04:32:00.000+08:00

Been to Movida club few days back on the 1st day of Hari Raya. The photo above is taken with my cousin's friend GF! (= A very cute and friendly girl though. Only one pic will be posted, what you EXPECT?

Sorry for the cacat-ed face of mine. HAHA I've grown much fatter cause I eat super alot, every meal I had is very big portion, even my cousin shocked cause he saw how much I ate. ~~Eat is prosperity!~~ :D

Being a pig is one of my recent activities. Eat alot and sleep alot till I totally forgot about my research homework. Luckily I still got a bunch of lovely classmates who always nag me. Especially my XIN HUAN (new lover).

Bed time! Toodles!

Early Birthday Present

2010-09-12T12:09:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the first day of Hari Raya, all the malay friends are celebrating their day!
Selamat Hari Raya semua!

And, my cousin came my house on Thursday night. He is here to bring me for shopping! Shop for my birthday present. Thank you to my lovely cousin! Our target is to get a watch for me, since I don't have one.

By walking the whole Mid Valley, finally we stopped by City Chain. Actually we went into City Chain at first, but I was thinking to browse through a few shops before I made my decision. The last choice is in City Chain, others is either too expensive, or too not-my-style.

Teehee, once again thanks to my beloved cousin for the present. Heart you!

Sorry for the quality again. It was taken by my little 2 megapixel phone camera. ): ~~Sad face!~~

Asus Baby!

2010-09-11T04:05:00.002+08:00

It is a very serious problem I had last semester when everyone got their own lappy which I don't have one. When everyone is doing their group assignment in college by using their own laptop, I have to go to the lab. Or else, I only can discuss with them when I'm home. Msg-ing each other in msn, sending files/assignments in email.

I only got the big and heavy desktop at home. It doesn't allowed me to carry it everywhere. Therefore, I want my own lappy so badly. But before I bought this lappy, I actually got a free netbook from TM Net by signing up the Uni Cool Pack.

So, actually I could just use the netbook for my assignment in the future. But, I'm too greedy as I wanted to get a lappy, I want a better one. And there I go, I got this pretty baby on last Saturday, Asus brand's.

A lot of people questioned me, why I choose this brand, I have got no idea. I just like it la! Cannot meh! :P

Say hi to my new Asus baby!

Padini Gathering Night

2010-09-10T08:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry for neglected my little blog for so long. Never been to anywhere, and even if I did, I do not have a camera, with no photos, that's why I'm lazy to post.

The best thing is, classes started. Woohoo, at least I got something to do now. Not being a pig as usual, eat and sleep.

Went to Padini old staffs gathering on the yesterday night, which is Hari Raya eve in Ecoba (Damansara Perdana).

Actually I don't consider myself as an old staff of Padini, because I'm just a little part timer over there. So, I don't think of going at first but since I haven seen most of them for quite some time, I went. ~~I am actually not invited :P Thick face enough?~~

Kwee Weng is kind hearted enough to pick me from my house, THANK YOU! (= Big smile for you.

From the left to right, Zoanne, Renies, Chris and I (=

The first senior that taught me things when work. She's a hot mama! Teehee! Oh btw, she's Esther.

Photos credit to Sai Wai (= He brought his DSLR along, the only cameraman! But half of them leaving early as they got something to do so only left a few of us. They are all supposed to stay till late night, but the plan didn't go very smooth.

That night was great, have fun talking to them. It's really been quite some time I haven seen them. When I was on the way, I actually kinda afraid of can't fit myself into them. There's no related topic of me and them can talk about but thanks god everything goes very smooth.

I only got a few photos with me because the guy only uploaded a few. Will post more when I got em. Stay tuned. Mwahahaha!

More photos.

Being force to pose with the Milo packs. *Happy face

是我想太多？

2010-08-30T05:04:00.001+08:00

口中所谓的没时间，那就表示我不够重要。试着拉近彼此的距离，不知道是我没那个能力，还是你不想。常常告诉自己不许胡思乱想，你总有你的理由，选择相信，总比怀疑来得容易。原来相信了那么久，最后还失望了。

在爱情这场游戏里，我就是挑战者，你就是裁判，不管我多努力闯关，你都毫不犹豫把我判出局。努力了这么久，才发现你其实都没把我放在心上，我是真的那么想过。

在这段时间，我只能用傻笑代替我的眼泪，用忙碌代替我对你思念，可是我却找不到任何东西，代替我的心碎。或许一路以来你都以为我过得很开心，你并不在乎。

每天早晨起来，第一件事浮在我的脑海就是你。

如果人生是一趟漫长旅行，走了几万公里，终于遇见最爱的你，所以就算时光倒转我还是一样要爱上你。要不是你带我走出恐惧，我根本没有再爱的勇气。很庆幸当初没有错过你，至少现在，我还可以沉迷在我们的回忆当中。

Biore Cleansing Oil

2010-08-24T05:19:00.001+08:00

Biore Cleansing Oil (Kao)

Bought this Biore Cleansing Oil last week because my Bobbi Brown Make Up Remover is going to be finished soon. So decided to try this cleansing oil since it's on the best-seller list nowadays. You can get it from Guardian or Watson, even Jusco also selling. Most of the smaller outlet got it out of stock. So you can see this thing practically sell themselves. It is also Japanese' fav cleansing oil at the moment. The Bobbi Brown's I used previously is contained half oil and half water, shake it to mix it; where this Biore Cleansing Oil is totally OIL BASED! I still prefer the oil and water mix type ):

Pump a little bit on your hand is enough for you to remove your whole make up on face, without using the cotton pad. So yeap, you are going to remove the make up using your hand, by massaging the oil around your face to remove foundation, concealer and your eyes area to remove eyeshadow, mascara. Try to avoid the oil flows into your eyes. *It's gonna be very painful for eyes, sad face.

So far, it really effective and cheap compared to other brands. It smells grapefruit, I like the smell! I've used it few times, I found the texture is not really thick, but too oily for me to remove my eyes make up because the oil will flows into my eyes. Fyi, I'm using cotton pad to remove my make up, because I don't really used to massaging my face with it.

By the way, for people who had oily skin like me, it is not recommended to get this cleansing oil. Because if you apply oil based on your oily face, it might leads to breakout on your face =\ Opps! Gotta get another type of remover again. Sigh.

I'm looking forward to try out the Biore Cleansing Oil Cotton Sheets (= I read quite a lot review of it saying that it can removed 95% of the make up on the face. IS IT REAL? IDK, WHO KNOWS? WOOTs! Amazing! Can't wait to try it.

Stay tuned!

2010-08-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

I've got a very oily skin (extremely oily okay!) on my T-zone, and dry/senstive skin on my chin areas. Does it counted combination skin I had? Okay, I've been trying different kind of oil control products, but the one I really recommend for whoever had a oily plus dry and sensitive skin like me, Clinique had the best moisturizer for oily skin, but it does help on moisturize the dry skin areas and control the oil on T-zone.

As I've mentioned up there, my extremely oily skin is too serious, I apply the moisturizer after I cleansed my face and with toner on, within half and hour, you can see my face shining again, with the oil. So, I've been searching on net, and I found a few products that might helps a little bit on my face and I decided to give it a try. If it doesn't help at all, I will be using back the Clinique products.

There's a few brand that I actually wanted to try it on, which is Neutrogena, Hada Labo and etc. I read some review from the others who used it, they recommended it to people who had oily skin. My first thought of trying Hada Labo products, but I couldn't find it in Guardian ): So, I changed my mind, I try the Neutrogena first.

Standing in front the Neutrogena rak, there's too many products to try on, but I wanted to get one which suits me the best. At the same time, a lady walks towards me, and recommended me the latest product of Neutrogena, the Hydro Boost Water Gel. She's trying to convince me getting one of it by telling me how good is the product blah blah blah. Oh yea, this is how sale are made. I know I know, peoples are just trying to get more sales.

After hesitate for a while, I bought it.

Review on this Neutrogena Hydro Boost Water Gel (=

After a few days I've apply this Water Gel, I found it really helps me a bit on controlling the oil on my skin. Normally I can see my face shining within half and hour, but these few days, the oil on my skin successfully being controlled. (= Happy! Although it doesn't feel fresh after I apply but doesn't have the sticky feel at all.

The scent smells like some lotion, I don't really like it but since it helps me a bit on controlling the oil on my face. I forgive it x) So, it is really not bad for oily skin, but still I would like to try on another product. Any recommendation?

2010-08-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Currently in Jaya One Starbuck, having Ice Shaken Lemon Passion Tea. Slurps! (=